2025年10月 (october of 2025)

the month of october is here and 2 months left, it's the end of 2025 and coming of another year in our lifetime. man, time really flies so fast and i have to enjoy the rest of the year by doing the things i love like more digital art and vlogging. also its furina's birthday month and currently making a fanart of her.

yesterday, someone who uses flins requested me to join my world in co-op while farming for furina's materials in fontaine and i accepted the request. i was really nervous and saying sorry because of my low level and not well built characters. then, they asked me if i needed help for the bosses and i said yes, especially for dahlia's ascension material in natlan. im really struggling to beat the boss although i followed the characters i have and techniques on youtube. so because of that, i finally reached out in co-op and need help to beat the boss for dahlia's ascension material four times. they agreed to fight the boss and i helped to beat it despite my low level characters. i thanked them for helping me gather for dahlia's ascension materials and even some additional artifacts too *only 4-stars* i told the flins user that i need to get dahlia's ascension material because im going to do the ascension trial since im still ask at ar 45. but they told me it's the best to save my adventurer exp until ar 50 because it will be hard to farm for resources and chests, and beat the enemies and bosses too. also i can upgrade my characters to level 90 quickly and take the another ascension trial.

because of this, i was double thinking if im going to pull for flins or furina. i wanted to pull for flins because he's so strong and easy to defeat bosses. but i need to save and pull first for furina and going to pull flins for his rerun banner. i dont know what are thses terms of the characters (dps, meta, support) and even building artifacts, and im playing the game only to explore and understand the lore. also honestly about pulling for 5-star characters, its like im pulling for the characters that theyre really so strong and meta but, i dont like them all because of not fitting in my style. i really prefer to pull some 5-star characters for design and favorites despite its actually weak and not relevant this version. nah, im comfortable to use 4-star characters instead and pulling for mika, rosaria, and shinobu.

today is really such an exhausting day for me... taking some cheer dance practices every day, finishing remaining schoolworks and performance tasks, and going to study for another set of examinations again. hugh, school really made me exhausted and eating all my time, isn't? i also had no time to rest and do my hobbies or tasks in weekends because of all the cheer dance shit. my sleep schedule is slowly decreasing that made me feel sleepy at class. i really need to start doing my remaining tasks as soon as possible before the examination week comes... (⁠๑—﹏—)；；

the good thing is that i finally finished editing my first genshin vlog and going to upload it in my channel tonight or tomorrow. yipeeee but the thing is, i had to add my channel and description layout which really made me feel lazy to fix it before i start uploading my video. nah, lets think my channel is in the late 2000s with simple and lazy editing skills. hahaha...

the thing really made me frustrated that furina's rerun banner will release on the first day of my examinations. man, i might miss out the exact release day to pull her and im sure im missed out my luck. i keep waiting for the 4-stars lineup on nefer and furina's banner because if heizou is here, my luck for furina will be drained out and im not guaranteed to get my mika and charlotte. *I HATE HEIZOU SO MUCH HONESTLY BRUUU* my boy dahlia will definitely be upset if mika didnt come home in furina banner.. :( I REALLY NEED TO GET MIKA BRO SO BADLY PLEASE I WANT TO DPS BUILD HIM AND GOOD CHEMISTRY FOR DAHLIA AND FURINA TEAM, AND CHARLOTTE TOO FOR MY SUPER BESTIE TEAM