2025年7月 (july of 2025)

it's almost the end of july and this is the first time i write my diary entry in my personal site since i stopped writing from my site renovation. i write this entry during break time at school.

school is here again after several days of suspension from the bad weather and i really dont want to go back because of toxic people around. but the good thing is, things have really really changed so much during the sudden break and i really enjoyed it that really increased my self-esteem back. i also got a new crush and became my BOYFRIEND *ANO?* which is an anemo character and it's from inazuma and it's the sussy baka detective imposter shikanoin heizou. he's really so handsome as hell like vice ganda and this really made me don't want to go to inazuma because of his sussiness and super charming voice lines. i should skip to sumeru instead hahaha and i want to be with sethos-unnie more~~~

"NAMUMULA NA TALAGA AKO KAY ANO— OH MY GOSH GUYS OH"

really???? like ano ba talaga???? sino ba ako dun sa pelikula?????? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA also i started to watch some vice ganda movies like girl, boy, bakla, tomboy, the unkabogable praybeyt benjamin, petrang kabayo, and sisterakas. im planning to watch the sequel of praybeyt benjamin since the ending was unhinged and kind of disappointing.. yeah, his movies really made my mood better and getting my confidence back that made me feel okay to be alone and free forever. i keep rewatching girl, boy, bakla, tomboy because of some funny and relatable scenes like "my liver, never", "mole of asia", "ayan may pa-wheelchair wheelchair pa kasi di ka naman politician", "i hate you too! im calling this wedding off!", "super talk show", and "magkasundo na kayo!" this is really my comfort movie that made me laugh a lot if i replaying these best parts. i don't want to spoil the movie too much and i will make a super review for this comfort movie soon.

i also rewatched kara mia because i used to watch this show so much when i was a kid and the nostalgia really hits me hard. i started watching meant to be where kara and mia's actresses are starred in and even the anti selos professor jak roberto is also here.

anyways i hoped im really having a good time being alone at school and i can listen to music more and daydreaming som scenarios of my fictional crushes hehe. ♡

ill also try my best to be more active and update this website as much i can! (⁠◍•⁠ᴗ⁠•◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

august is coming tomorrow and theres a lot of crazy things happened in the last day of july. aughhhhh —_—;;

so im writing this entry again during breaktime at school and im eating my lunch while writing and need something else to do important because examinations are coming up on 2 weeks. *bro im not yet to study yet*

while im heading my way to school, i heard otso otso x pamela one mashup suddenly playing in the local radio. i quickly pulled out my earphones and suddenly sing and dance in the rhythm while im sitting down in the car hehehe. i really love otso otso so much although its sounded cringe but its very catchy and hilarious to dance with the song. yeah, yeah, yeah thats my banger of my week's music playlist. ☆ #ABSOLUTECINEMA

about my school life, yesterday night, im writing my speech for public speaking project, but i dont have mood to write it and had nothing to write since i forgot everything what happened in my past and i might feel in pain again when i reminisce those memories. when the day comes, i quickly continue ro write and memorize the speech at school in last minute. when suddenly our english teacher announces the public speaking was today, i quickly memorize the pieces of my speech and while im memorizing, our english teacher suddenly picked me to perform the speech although im not yet ready and keep stuttering while im speaking. so i stand up for the sake of grade, and speak out the words i remember and express it by my heart. although i messed up, i made it and finished my project very early. but still, my words are kind of messed up and need to think more waahhh~~ (╥ _ ╥)

yeah the thing is, i finished doing the project and need more time to work for this website at home... (∪◡∪)｡｡｡ zzZ